Life's not a bed of roses. How true. I'm tired. I wanna sleep. But exam's few days later and I've been sleeping through lectures. I know I'm not going to be able to finish studying everything and yet I'm goldbricking. I sit and stare at my laptop, suddenly my habit of reading comes back, I suddenly have cravings for local shows which I don't give a damn b4 exams, I suddenly remember thousands of things that I would love to do other then mugging. Why can't I have more sense. I keep saying I want to earn a scholarship, I want to graduate with Merit, i want to qualify for university...and yet I'm not setting myself to achieving all these. Look at me. Exam's 2 days later, I'm not even half-way through studying and here I am, blogging. Haiz and its always abt saddening when I have to turn down outings with my darlings cos you have to study. Then they stop asking you out cos they know you are busy, and they go out among themselves)= sp and jh darling both forgot to tell me the time for our meeting for breakfast today)=

On the bright side, holiday's coming(= my long-awaited 7 weeks break haha. I've a job interview for some bank job on Fri, hope I make it haha. I'm in deep need of money haha. Oh ya, and I'm planning to email my resume to jteam and see if they are willing to offer me internship. Chances are not high, xw emailed few days ago and they didn't reply. But it doesn't hurt to try does it? And during this break, I'm gonna make up for the lack of time I've been spending with my family and darlings(= School's really...time consuming. Projects are like never-ending. There was a period of time when I had like 5 projects on hand and they have like almost the same deadlines. I see my groupmates practically EVERYDAY. More then I see my mum cos I'm usually so tired that I go to sleep straight after I bath, or I lock myself in my room to rush my project. And its sad to tell my project mate online 'cya later' cos we always work till early in the morning 4 plus am then we are having a project meeting at like 10 am. wdh. And instead of saying 'don't sleep too late' we end up saying 'don't sleep too early' kinda sad. 

Anyway, vin just asked me to help him look for the online store for 'unazukin' a Japanese toy. Wants to buy it for a girl he likes apparently haha. And oo~ its sooooo cute! feel like getting 1 for myself too. It nods and shakes its head as if its answering you haha! But I don't have a credit card and its not available in Singapore. Aww..haha..nevermind..haha..